Okay... apparently I'm a fuck up

If you couldn't tell, this is going to be a fucking depressing rant with tons of swearing so you might want to give this one a miss.

I had my exams for this month, so I've been studying, barely any time to blog so excuse the lack of updates.

Let's start from the beginning, shall we?

First of all, I had Chinese. My worst fucking subject so I've been studying and studying for a long time. Come exam time, I was not even fucking prepared. So I sat for my Chinese exam and fuck it all, I was always terrible at it anyway.

Let's proceed: Literature. I thought I did pretty well then my classmates start telling me how they wrote two pages and a bit while I barely wrote a page! A page and a quarter of bloody inferences.

And then I hit fucking rock bottom.

I had science. I never had much problem with this subject but for some inexplicable reason, I fucking lost my head. I have to date lost about 12 marks. Out. Of. Thirty. 30 marks.

30 FUCKING MARKS. AND I HAD BEEN STUDYING SO HARD FOR THIS CAUSE I DID NOT WANT TO GO THROUGH THE DISAPPOINT OF SCORING HORRIBLY AND WHAT DID I DO? I FUCK IT ALL UP BECAUSE I COULDN'T READ THE BLOODY QUESTION PROPERLY.

I DIDN'T FINISH MY QUESTIONS, I GOT THE IMAGE AND OBJECT CONFUSED AND ALL OF THIS QUESTIONS ARE WORTH 4 MARKS.

I am a fuck up.

Now, we move on to my last exam: Maths. You would think that with my disappoint, I would know to be more prepared for today.

I fucked up again.

I couldn't finish the questions and I didn't know how to do several questions and I have lost approximately 15 marks.

I would be lucky to pass my exams.

I am a fuck up.

Traumatic experience

Hey guys. I'm a bit down in the dumps today. I am going to tell the story 'cause I think this is something we can all learn from.

So you know I was talking about InterPals yesterday and how much fun I was having. I told you that I was receiving a lot of compliments and I wasn't used to it. Now I see all of those compliments were unwanted.

I got a message from this guy yesterday, I shall tell you his name in a while. He claimed he wanted to know what Singapore was like and he wanted to show me what the USA was like. He gave me his Kik username and I gave him mine. We chatted and he said he wanted to show me his bedroom.

He sent me a picture and I got this sense that something was wrong. I brushed it off, thinking that it was simply a product of my imagination. Now later on, he said he wanted to compare computers. He took a picture of his laptop and sent it to me. Now, something was definitely 100% wrong.

He took a picture of his laptop and carefully positioned it so I could see his penis which was hanging out his pants.

I'll give you a minute to let that sink in.

His penis. He showed his fucking dick. Now, I'm freaking straight but THAT DOESN'T MEAN I WANT TO SEE YOUR MOTHERFUCKING DICK.

I freaked out and I deleted the chat as well as blocked him. I immediately edited my account on InterPals to only females being able to see it. Still, it wasn't enough. I changed the privacy settings of my Facebook, even though I had already switched to friends only.

It's still not enough.

Seeing that dick was not something I ever wanted to see, not now, now ever. Hell, it was so traumatic, I considered just turning gay! Can't be worse right?

I received a hell of a scolding from my mum, I think she's still mad. I'll admit it, it was stupid of me to give out such personal details. Now, I can't walk down the street without feeling freaked out and scared and embarrassed.

Can't believe I was so dumb. As a result, I'm deleting my FAQ page and my previous post on InterPals. I definitely do not think it's a good idea any more.

Learn from my mistake, don't be as stupid as me. Keep your life private. If this happens to you, seek help if you need to. I think I need to. Stay strong, keep safe.

And I shall now tell you his name.

                               

ID: ravennd91 Real name: Mark

He is a 15 year old guy, looking for friendship. Lives in Bagley, the Midwest USA. Claims you can ask him anything. Likes classics, like Shakespere and Poe. The fuck? SPELL SHAKESPEARE RIGHT YOU FUCKER. Wow, so attractive! Ladies, what are you waiting for? Get to know him right away!

You want to know more? Here's the link to his profile!

www.interpals.net/ravennd91

And Mark, I have a few last parting words.

I HOPE YOU DIE WHEN THE WORLD ENDS. I HOPE ALIENS EAT YOUR BRAIN. OH THAT'S RIGHT, YOU DON'T FUCKING HAVE ONE. OH AND YOU HAVE THE SMALLEST 2 INCHES DICK I HAVE EVER SEEN. I WISH YOU THE WORST IN YOUR SAD PATHETIC LIFE YOU MOTHERFUCKER. FUCK YOU!