Okay... apparently I'm a fuck up

If you couldn't tell, this is going to be a fucking depressing rant with tons of swearing so you might want to give this one a miss.

I had my exams for this month, so I've been studying, barely any time to blog so excuse the lack of updates.

Let's start from the beginning, shall we?

First of all, I had Chinese. My worst fucking subject so I've been studying and studying for a long time. Come exam time, I was not even fucking prepared. So I sat for my Chinese exam and fuck it all, I was always terrible at it anyway.

Let's proceed: Literature. I thought I did pretty well then my classmates start telling me how they wrote two pages and a bit while I barely wrote a page! A page and a quarter of bloody inferences.

And then I hit fucking rock bottom.

I had science. I never had much problem with this subject but for some inexplicable reason, I fucking lost my head. I have to date lost about 12 marks. Out. Of. Thirty. 30 marks.

30 FUCKING MARKS. AND I HAD BEEN STUDYING SO HARD FOR THIS CAUSE I DID NOT WANT TO GO THROUGH THE DISAPPOINT OF SCORING HORRIBLY AND WHAT DID I DO? I FUCK IT ALL UP BECAUSE I COULDN'T READ THE BLOODY QUESTION PROPERLY.

I DIDN'T FINISH MY QUESTIONS, I GOT THE IMAGE AND OBJECT CONFUSED AND ALL OF THIS QUESTIONS ARE WORTH 4 MARKS.

I am a fuck up.

Now, we move on to my last exam: Maths. You would think that with my disappoint, I would know to be more prepared for today.

I fucked up again.

I couldn't finish the questions and I didn't know how to do several questions and I have lost approximately 15 marks.

I would be lucky to pass my exams.

I am a fuck up.