The face of the Earth

Hey guys! Sorry for disappearing off the face of the Earth since that angry blog post. So update: I actually passed my maths and science but I've failed my Chinese again for the third time in a row. Sigh.

I'm actually quite lucky. God managed to grant me two miracles. One more would have been nice but I can't complain.

So if I don't blog after this, you know I either got my laptop confiscated, my mum killed me or I simply forgot about this blog.

My class has a little performance coming up at the end of the year, it isn't open to the public #sorrynotsorry It's a small thing for our parents to showcase what we learnt in English and Lit over the course of the year. And after a long time of being indecisive, we finally decided on a theme:

DREAMS

I'm actually really pleased about this and I am very hard to please. I have plans to make a little playlist later and I'll share it with you guys after it is done.

Dreams is actually a really broad theme and it can be interpreted so many ways. It can mean ambitions or the actually literal thing so naturally, there will be that magical factor in it.

I'm really excited about this! :D

Also, next term in my music class, we have to form a iBand which is basically a band with people who only play instruments on their Apple products. It's actually really cute and geeky!

My favourite example is this cover of Payphone by Max Schneider and Avery. They're really good singers and their video is below the words being typed.

And we got introduced this group in school and I couldn't stop fawning over it.

How is that not adorable?!

That's all I have for you peeps so please continue visiting the blog even though I am a huge couch potato.

I hope that I have good news for lit tomorrow.

P.S I have fallen in love... with Benedict Cumberbatch. 

I am dying. 

HE'S JUST TOO CUTE.

THIS IS TOO STALKERISH.

BYE!

Okay... apparently I'm a fuck up

If you couldn't tell, this is going to be a fucking depressing rant with tons of swearing so you might want to give this one a miss.

I had my exams for this month, so I've been studying, barely any time to blog so excuse the lack of updates.

Let's start from the beginning, shall we?

First of all, I had Chinese. My worst fucking subject so I've been studying and studying for a long time. Come exam time, I was not even fucking prepared. So I sat for my Chinese exam and fuck it all, I was always terrible at it anyway.

Let's proceed: Literature. I thought I did pretty well then my classmates start telling me how they wrote two pages and a bit while I barely wrote a page! A page and a quarter of bloody inferences.

And then I hit fucking rock bottom.

I had science. I never had much problem with this subject but for some inexplicable reason, I fucking lost my head. I have to date lost about 12 marks. Out. Of. Thirty. 30 marks.

30 FUCKING MARKS. AND I HAD BEEN STUDYING SO HARD FOR THIS CAUSE I DID NOT WANT TO GO THROUGH THE DISAPPOINT OF SCORING HORRIBLY AND WHAT DID I DO? I FUCK IT ALL UP BECAUSE I COULDN'T READ THE BLOODY QUESTION PROPERLY.

I DIDN'T FINISH MY QUESTIONS, I GOT THE IMAGE AND OBJECT CONFUSED AND ALL OF THIS QUESTIONS ARE WORTH 4 MARKS.

I am a fuck up.

Now, we move on to my last exam: Maths. You would think that with my disappoint, I would know to be more prepared for today.

I fucked up again.

I couldn't finish the questions and I didn't know how to do several questions and I have lost approximately 15 marks.

I would be lucky to pass my exams.

I am a fuck up.